Damn. Uhh.. My journal entries are WEIRD. I guess this is why it really is a good idea I keep my posts to myself.


SilenceThe silence stretches between us as you stand upon the other line with nothing but a hearbeat clearly slowly beating in our minds.Silence
Its been a year since i last heard you a year more since you heard mine continued, we face to hear the sound of a clattering break within our time.
Why do we still do this? Why don't we talk at all? Why is it that silence finds us at every single late night call?
Lessen the words that we once said Lessen the feelings our hearts bled Soon within time we shall know it silence wins over in the end.


untitledIts been a few days since you calleduntitled
and your chance has passed by
call me fickle call me fast
but i cant stand to wait.
my emotions are everchanging
and its hard to even catch
my attentions are ever shifting
its no wonder feelings dont last
more then often
do they question
whether I was true
or whether i am sane
But I assure you this
at the time of the spoken words
i felt every last bit of it
none of it was a lie.
of course.. that was.. at that time


ReachTouch the sky they told meReach
reach for the endless possibilities
but dont they just know
dont they just know....
how hard it is to reach
how hard it is to stretch
to bring out the arm
very well in the first place?
you gotta get up and try
as if that wasnt half the fight
and then you have to keep reaching
reaching up there with all your might
keep on trying they said
keep on trying..
sometimes i wonder if they understood
how hard it was to fight.


Forever your Ragged Doll.Thats all I am to youForever your Ragged Doll.
a rag doll
something you can carry
something for you to hide
ashamed of all my stains
that you put upon my skin
but behind the doors
within your own privacy
you make me who I am
you dress me up and name me
you put a personality to dream
and then you just dump me once again
Im your biggest mistakes
yet ive felt every breath you take
im your greatest dream
that just came crashing down
I am your ragdoll
so just take it out on me
thats all i am to you
and thats all i

I dont really use this thing anymore
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